A New Begining...

Came back 2 days ago and it has been a very hectic one for me.. Been a Ahmad throughout the whole 2 days and its really tired ( straight fall asleep once in the bed, been a long time since I'm able to do so) And its really nice to be able to be back to celebrate this annual event, though we will be celebrating without one of our love ones, nevertheless it is still a very eventful day. It's nice to get a friend to call you the moment you step foot into this island (in this case, its Shiong, who reached that very day as well...) and the next moment, we are in Penang Cafe for a bowl of hot delicious Hokkien Mee~! And then the next moment another one ( this time its Ivan, who came back a long time ago~! earliest to reach among all of us..~!) asking me for movie...Fearless, but had already promised everyone to watch it on the 1st day of CNY, so I 'politely' rejected him. Hehe...

But what I want to say here is, no matter what happened to you, there's always something for you will be looking forward towards to, be it meeting up with your old friends, cousins, relatives for a cup of tea, movie, karaoke, shopping, whatever... (for my case, its football with all my Heng Tais) and no matter how tired you are, its worth all the energy. Welcome back everyone~! May you have an unforgetable Chinese New Year and let's hope it will be a new begining to everyone~! Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

I just got myself a LEVIS jeans~!! At a discounted PRICE...~!! It's a good start for me~!! =P

If Tomorrow Never Comes

by Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the light and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

*chorus*
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost love once in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

*chorus*
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

I'm back in Uni...

This is the first week i attended my class, after a long break. There's a lot of chaos as I weren't sure which section that i'm supposed to be in. There's a lot of running here and there everyday looking for the correct class, and there's even once i went into English and till the end only then i realised that my name wasn't in the attendance list. But it had been a good ones, fellow coursemate had been very helpful, don't mind me ringing them middle of the night asking for notes and the time for class the next day.

And I've to change into a new room cause the old ones flooded, had been raining all week long and the roof my room just started to leak. It's not really a bad thing after all I've shifted to 3rd floor (previously 5th and there's no lift) Not that much of walking up the stairs anymore.

And i received a sad news again from Ivan yesterday telling me that Shyi Wei's mum had just passed away yesterday in the afternoon. I were very shock with that news and felt very sorry for Shyi Wei and his family, I can fully understand his feeling for losing the most precious person in the world. Makes me learn that life is actually very fragile, nowadays i learned to appreciate things around me, say and treat them in the best ways so that I won't regret it when there something bad happened to me.

Stay tough Shyi Wei, you have to continue her legacy and may God always be with you.

Thanks....

The month of December had been a very eventful one for me. There are up but mostly down moments happening to me. I will always cherish the good moments and as for the bad one, will take it as an experience that will help me to become a stronger person. At these particular moment, it helps me realized the importance of having a bunch of true friends around you, friends that you might even have forgotten about them, to support you and lend a helping hand whenever you need them.

When both of the events struck together, it suddenly make me kind of difficult to breathe and if it wasn’t them, I’m not sure if I can actually went through all this. I’ve learned to appreciate the people around me nowadays, knowing that this relationship was so special that no amount of money could have bought that sincerity. Friends those are willing to spend the whole night accompanying and comforting you and helping you take care of other things and making sure that you are alright, I won’t trade any amount of money with this friendship for sure.

Lastly, to all my dear friends, you guys had been great, so as 2006 arrives; I wish to take this opportunity to wish you all the very best in this New Year ahead and hope that all your dreams will come true, and lastly, may our friendship last forever…

WANG LEE HOM: Ai Chuo

bei feng hao bu liu qing
ba ye zi chui luo
zhui luo de ta xuan ze de tao tuo
ye zi shi qu xiao xin
feng cai gan jue ji mo
zheng ge dong tian
bei feng de tong mei ren neng shuo

*chorus
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo
suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei
cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng chong lai guo

fan kai hui yi jiao luo
wan mei de sheng huo
yi wei xing fu dou ke yi zhang
wo zi xi hui wei dang chu na ge gu shi bei hou ...oh yuan lai shi wo
fan xia cong mei cheng ren de cuo

*chorus
wo cong lai mei xiang guo wo
hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo
suo yi ai cuo
wo cong na li qi fei
cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng chong lai guo

zai zhe shao le ni de shi jie..Wo zhao bu hui na xie gan jue
qi shi wo bu xiang gao bie..na xie guo qu

*chorus
wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo (cong lai mei you ai guo na mo ren zhen)
wo cong na li qi fei
cong na li jiang luo (jiang luo)
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo que bu neng zhong

cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo (ai guo)
suo yi ai cuo (suo yi ai cuo)
cong na li qi fei (ai cuo ai cuo ai cuo baby) duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo
qing ni yuan liang wo de ai cuo....

OUCH~! OUCH~! PAIN PAINTBALL

We have been to a paintball games recently at USM where they are having a trial to see the reception… We thought it might be fun as this is the first time its held in Penang and the timing is right too as all of us are back.
Together with Lee Ken and co, we managed to gather 17 people. When we were there, we are told that we need to buy extra ammo in order to get a free vest to wear, where got such nonsense wan~!


Well... better be prepared for the worse once u step into the battlefield



The battlefield





It started at 9am and we were divided into 4 groups. My group’s members are Shiong, Ivan and Jooi Hong. At first I thought that we will win this tournament easily as I’ve got a superstar Shiong in my group, cis… mana tau this RAMBO is always the 1st to go out~! Haha… But as a warning to my fellow friends out there, as fun as the game is, it is actuaklly quite dangerous... one of our friends, Wei Peng actually got shot in the near range and the bullet grazed through his neck. And a few more guys had bruises on different part of their body where they get shot.


My team member
FROM LEFT: ME, IVAN JOOI HONG AND SHIONG

But nevertheless, in the end of the day, it was very fun indeed and worth the money as each of us had to pay RM61.50 (and I paid 62 bucks =-( cis…) but for a lifetime experience, I think its worth all the money, though I have to berpuasa for the next 5 days… *sweat*


With Chia Howe


I'm soaking wet~!


Group pic together

Everybody ready...And DODGE~!

I can still remember that historic day fell on September 18th, the same morning where we had our beach volleyball semi-final rematch with Kolej Perdana, the team which are represented with 99% if not 100% of university team players and we had been done the day before by upsetting them on the 1st set and giving them the a hard time. The match had to be postponed on the next day due to the dark weather (it is suppose to be a one-day match and due to a long match it didn’t ends according to the schedule) The next day however, we got trashed~! A terrible one… probably due to lack of sleep I guess. We then stayed on for another 3-4th placing playoff against a team that are not suppose to be there but thanks to a good draw, we beat them easily…

First and foremost, have to give this credits to Shiong, for encouraging us to participate, if not we wouldn’t have join in the 8 teams tournament~!We were expecting 32 teams to be there but thank god, probably the other 24 teams were thinking the same thing as we always does “Ai yaa..wanna win ar? Come on La...Go look at your face in the mirror, where can win wan?”


The warm-up session


The crucial match ( that ends up with me taking 4 of them when Alex eventually bows out too)


Its just a friendly Deejays~! No hard feelings~!


ITS COMING~!! A still from a friendly match with the DEEJAYS~!


In the end of the day, we didn’t regret being there~! (Duh…) We were unbeaten throughout the whole tournament and I’m proud to say that I’m actually quite good in dodging the ball… There’s one match where I’m left all alone against the runner-up team (which still got 4 players in the court) and guess what, I managed to beat them all~! It’s quite unbelievable, now I know how Owen felt when he single handedly win the FA Cup final for Liverpool in 2001 when they were playing against Arsenal. The feeling when all your teammates run over to hug you, I wonder whether there’s going to be another one in my life. =)


We Won~!!


a group pictures with the organizer and winners

And lastly, the prize money, I had never won any bigger prize money than this one. Very satisfying but sometimes I think to myself, “Bloody hell, after all those tears and hard work in football for so many years and never had won anything and playing this game for the 1st time and won 4k, what the heck~!”



Still dreaming till today...whew, how i wish the numbers in the cheque belongs all to me =P

Apart from the prize money, it does taught me something, that in life, everything is possible and we are able to create miracle, as long as we don’t give up, This chapter will always remains in my lifetime story.

Its time for MUSIC~!

Recently i've been listening to Lee Hom latest album (its not that lastest after all.. i'm just a bit outdated) and fell in love with this song, I'm sure a lot of had already listen to it before, a Mandarin song with an English title.. FOREVER LOVE.
I first come to like it because of the music but then i found out that the song is quite meaningful, until i heard from my friend that Lee Hom actually wrote this song for his ex lover as a present for her wedding. I wonder how his current hubby will feel, whether he should be proud or shall he felt a threat when a heartthrob singer, well-known all over world actually send this song to his wife, you will understand what i mean when u look at the chorus... Any way, I'm learning hard to memorize the lyrics~!

Forever Love

Ai ni bu shi yin wei ni de mei er yi
Wo yue lai yue ai ni mei ge yan shen chu dong wo de xin
Yin wei ni rang wo kan jian Forever cai liao jie zi ji
Wei lai zhe xie ri zi yao hao hao zhen xi
Ai wo you xie tong ku you xie bu gong ping
Ru guo zhen de ai wo bu shi li suo dang ran de jue ding
Gan dao ni de hu xi zai wo er bian xiang wei feng shen qi
Wen rou de an fu wo de bu an ding
Suo yi wo yao mei tian yan jiu ni de xiao rong Wo... duo me zi ran

*chorus*
Forever Love..Forever Love
o zhi xiang yong zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ai qing shi chang zui mei zui yuan de lu xing
Yan tu yu ji ni ning ou er zu ai wo men de qian jin
Gan dao ni de ti wen zai wo huai li xiang yang guang he xu
Qiao miao de rong hua wo de bu an ding
Bu ke si yi zheng ming wo ai ni de li you Wo... duo me zi ran

*chorus*
Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ni gan dong de yan jing
Wo chen mo de sheng yin
Fang fu jiu shi zui hao de zheng ming
Jiu rang wo zai shuo yi ci, I love you Oh...
Zhi dao yong yuan...

*chorus*
Oh...Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
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Trip to Gunung Ledang

I have been to a trip to Gunung Ledang (the 6th most difficult mountain in Malaysia) recently, as a part of my Co-curicular activities which is compulsory in order to get an A in this one credit subject. But i didn't grumble at all as i thought that it's a great experience to actually get to hike a mountain, as there's no mountain in Penang, where the highest peak is the Penang Hill. I didn't know that the word 'hill' and 'mountain' is so much diffrent, it sounds lame but for those first-timer they'll undestand what i said~! =P It's has been a great trip but course it can't be that fun without Shiong, the 'outsider' who are not suppose to be there as he's not taking the subject this semester, but i sneaked him into the group and its made easier as I'm the 'Pengarah' (Director?! well it actually mean the leader) of the expedition, menyalahgunakan kuasa~! but in the end, there're glad that this fella actually came, as i always know that he's a great help when it comes to this outdoor stuff.



We started our expedition by meeting up in the FAB (fakulti alam bina) carpark where its schedule at 7am. As usual, the malaysian time, the instructor only managed to start his speech at 8.30am. The journey from the UTM to Muar (where Gunung Ledang is situated) took us about 2 hrs. As soon as we reached, we are asked to list down the stuff we about to bring up to the peak, as we need to bring those stuff back down, including all the rubbishes. We had our lunch before we start our journey.



There's 6 CP (check point) from the base right up to the peak. On the 1st day, we'll be hiking up to CP4 and we'll be spending a night there. We took 4 hrs to reach our camping site and thoughout the journey, the waterfall were so beautiful and we can see boys and girls having so much fun together, splashing water, playing ball and I think to myself "this is what we've been missing back in pg~!"

One of the positive things of having malay girls in our group is...You Can Have A Great Meal~! No joke, they really care on the quality of food and the best thing is when they said "Fred, jangan malu-malu ya, cukup makan tak? Kalau tidak ambik sendiri k?" =) We continue our journey at 3am and we are told that there's 3 gruesome checkpoint we need to pass though, KFC (killer for climber), Gua Kambing and last but not least Batu Hampar. We took 5 hrs to reach the top, having a few pictures taken and then start hike back down to our campsite, took our lunch and then pack up and continue to hike down till back to the base. 10 hours of non-stop hiking~!


Look at the scene behind, this is what Penang is lacking of... how i wish i can have such an activities when i was young~!


The time is 4am while we were having a long rest, hate that cos that the main reason why we miss the sunrise~!


We thought we are at the peak, but its not, too bad, and we miss the sunrise~!



Huh..at last... time to let it go....~whisling~..... =P


Batu Hampa, well...the name just say it all...70 degree with just a rope~!


Can't believe that its that tough... I don't grumble that easily but this is really not an easy task`!


In the end, it was a tiring but nevertheless, the best hiking i've ever been to. In the end of the day, Shiong then asked me, "What's next? Gunung Tahan?" I just stand and stare at him, and pretend that i didn't hear him~!

Holiday is here again..and so is my post~!

JULY 30TH, that's the last time i actually been to my blog site. Been really lazy, well..due to some reasons:-

1. I don't have a personal comp over in my room
2. And even if i have one, there's no internet connection in my hostel
3. The only place where the 2 above is not a factor is when i'm at kean chew's house, but even so.. i don't have
the mood..hehe =P

so hopefully saya boleh dimaafkan with those 'good' reasons above. Haha.. Anyway, since the month-long holiday had already begun, i should update u guys about myself throughout these 3 months, it had been an eventful one i can say, a very enjoyable ones too. Haven't been this fun for quite some time already. And more importantly, i've learned the importance of having a group of great buddies who are always willing to be there to lend a helping hand whenever i need it, apart from money of course~! It has been a blessing to me that i've got such a wonderful friends, who does not really mind and still treated me the same good way like last time even though i've been 'away' for about a year.

Capt, Shiong andYung Chau, thanks for being there for me thoughout my hard time in Johore.
Yang and Balai, i fully appreciate those sincere advises and solutions
Boon and Tiao, it has been great having you both around, in football and shopping respectively
Bird, a friend who are always ready to be there

The only word that i can say right now is 'Thank you' and hope i am able to do more to show how much i appreciate our friendship. I hope to spend more time with you guys throughout this holiday and hope we can get back to those good old days together~! Cheers..~!!

I'm Back~!

I would like to apologise to all my friends for not writing for so long. Well, it might be a reason but just to tell u guys that my hse have got no streamyx and u all have no clues how slow 52K is. I'm sure quite a number had already forgot the 'experience' of waiting for the comp to load. HAHA... So now that i'm back in Johore, promise that i will write more k? Though i've to come down to the office to use the comp ( I'm living the the 5th floor by the way and i've got no connection in my room) but promise will update u guys on my life here k? can't really write much today cos office's closing soon~! And i'm heading to the field soon, chinese cup coming so need to get myself fit again~! Before i stop here, i would like to take this opportunity to wish our beloved friend who is now in the Land Below Wind,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY~!

all the very best to you~! May all your wish comes true, last but not least... flowers are everywhere, if u got what i mean, take care and i will see you soon in KL rite? Do update me on your condition and do not get too upset k? waiting for your treat in KL...let us decide la the place k? Hehe...~!